And even when your hope is gone

I feel so totally and utterly pathetic. I got stood up for a date that I didn't even really want to go on. My dad gave my number to the son of a guy that he works with, and we have been talking for a couple days now. I haven't been able to go the past couple nights, so we planned on going out last night. But, he ended up having to take a friend to the ER because he fell while they were hiking, and it was too late for me by the time he got done. So, we talked for a couple hours and he told me he would call me today to set up a time for tonight. But, that call never came. It is kind of weird though because he has been calling me a lot over the past couple days. Oh well. It gave me an excuse to eat some ice cream:)
Another reason for eating my feelings was that my boss finally sold her house. She turned in her notice today, but the executive director didn't offer me the job right away as I had hoped he would. I guess he wants to make sure her that the house actually sells before he finds her replacement. So, I still will hopefully get it, but I don't have the assurance that I wish I had.

Is it any wonder that I feel afraid?

This song is a new one from one of my favorite bands. It is an awesome tune:)
I rediscovered this weekend that I am psychic. I know things are going to happen or are happening before I am told about them. There is no use keeping secrets from me, because I probably already know. I have always known that I had this ability, but I found out a new aspect of it. This weekend while driving a very long drive, I had some time to think. My thoughts drifted to a person that I have not seen or even thought of for quite a while. This person was a good, but transient friend. I enjoyed the short time that we spent together, but I was not sad at our parting. Why my mind went to this person, I did not know at the time. However, that night while entering my neighborhood grocery store, I ran into him. He was leaving after shopping with his father. I saw him a few seconds before he saw me, and I wondered what he was doing at a grocery store quite far from his place of dwelling. He stopped and we chatted for a minute, but I was in a hurry so we didn't talk long. He told me to give him a call, and I consented. Sadly, I realized that I had deleted his number a while ago and could not fulfill my promise. Anyway, the moral of this story is that this is not the first time this has happened to me. I won't see someone for a while, and I will have a passing thought or they will be in a dream or something. Then, I run into them at some very random place. I realize that this situation is probably not unique to me, but I still think it quite odd. Anyway, I know that I don't really have "supernatural powers" but, I do feel like I have a sort of sixth sense when it comes to certain things. So, I guess what I am trying to say is, don't bother lying to me. I am like your mother. I most likely already know:)

It seems like yesterday we had the world our way, but some say we're headed for destruction.

How is everyone out there in blogdom? I am in a really good mood today and slightly bored, so I thought maybe I should write something. I have three more days of work til it is time to take a vacation! Wahoo! I am so excited to eat cheesecake and stay in French/New York/King Arthur themed hotels. The drive there is always kinda fun too. We get to stop in a city named after an animal that builds dams and visit a factory where cheese is made. That is one of the highlights. We also get to drive out to the Nevada/California border and ride a wicked awesome roller coaster! And, the best part, most of the stuff we are doing does not require waking up early! Sleeping in is awesome.
Well, some of my friends have a tendency to be long-winded, so I will keep this short.

McSomethingkins is my friend! I am the luckiest little frog in the entire world!:)